Assalamualaikum =)
kalau laa semua rambut boleh berwarna putih in a second while we think, i guess all of my hair now become white. seriously, aku suka sangat berfikir. kadang kadang tah mende mende tah. imaginasi tak nak ringan ringan pulak. nak pikir yang worst sajee, or yang good sajee. tak good lah best. takde in the middle suma tu.
sobab tu la den suko bona tengok prof muhaya tu, sebab at least masa otak aku kosong nak berpikir, aku ada limitation kat situ.
now in the middle of arranging of my future. it's not easy. plus, i think this is the first time I need to decide and take the risk and effect of my decision. sebelum ni alhamdulillah, all went very well. abis SPM, matrik, abis matrik uia, takde la nak pikir pikir. ada sekali jela dulu. between the maktab and matrik. masa tu kite kan mata nak standard je, nak jadi budak u jek. tak nak der maktab maktab. sekarang........... lipat lipat surat ptptn sambil pikir, BILA NAK MULA BAYAR NI? hmph.
seriously, me now in a really dilemma. sometimes feel like do like this is better, sometimes feel like nahh i want that, sometimes don't feel like that one is needed. ahhhhh....
so so so...... ASK ALLAH. tapi tu ah maleh yo bergnado, camano? hmphh.
ok lah, saja nak luah perasaan. kbai! =)
nah amik lah gamba macik yang nampak tuo dalam gamba ni. HAHA.
