Assalamualaikum
YES!
very down. deeeeep down.
i really wish this one is one of my ending career, but......
'it could be the thing that we loved most, is not good for us, only Allah know'
so... in the middle of fighting with my inner me.
REDHA, ACCEPT. as simple as the word, as easy as to say. but not easy to do.
inshaAllahhh, i'm still fighting and accepting everything now. Allah helps me.... hmph
i don't know this is the right choice or not. now i'm a middle of arranging my further study plan. i wish this is the right choice. BISMILLAHHH...... =)
