November

Gilaaaa... november da sampai ke hujung which mean aku pon nak ke hujung sem dah niii. Talking abt work, too many! Ada few tu baru ada proposal je and never move.

I'm too scared i can't finish my things. But scared is just scared, effort?? Laut laut laut.

How i wish time can stop a while and love me as much i love it. Huhuhhu.

Ok laaa, saja nak meluah sepatah duaa.

Ni sejemput gambar convo, letak laa sikit kotkot takdan nak post cerita convo, ada laa jugakk gamba kat sini.

So 19 . 11 .2013 is my convocation day. Feeling??? Great. Others word is later.....

Nah gambaaa...

Alhamdulillah

Tak tau nak buat enty ni camana. Bcs it quite em hard to express.
But finally........

Tq Allahhh...

Kbai.

Your birthday is 15th November 2013.
I wish you will stay with me eternally.
Muahhhhh :)

dependent, independent

I'm in the middle of arranging the variable. seriously all works just like a spoiler. how to make all come together. ah at least two subject measure the same. but....

this is what really kill me now.

seriously, this what I really want to feel. but.. I'm afraid I can't cope. HAHA.

keep praying for me. it's quite hard. hmph.


okkk hard.... since it's hard, sometimes my dependent level is up.too much. sometimes I would rather kill myself bcs I see it worst for people around me. urgh.

but.....

since I can't really depent on anybody anymore, I look at my tough leg, and ya I must stand on my own leg and be strong.

be strong like seriously strong. For any probs that I have, I can't share anymore. just in case really need to share, I will just cry while driving.

ya driving is the perfect time to cry! bcs? macam aman je. so kadang kadang aku rasa macam gila gak. tengah drive pegi nangis. hahaha. but this just me. but I wish nothing bad will happen. Aminn.


so now I need a independent spirit. come to me lai.

I really hope I can finish what I just start. PRAY AND KEEP PRAY. Aminn.