truly happen

ko penah ke tengok orang buat keja kat library menangis?
harini aku betol betol macam out of control.
i was like..... I'm losing myself.
i don't know what i want.
i gloomy over nothing.
why?

that's why i'm crying.
i don't have reason.


feel like want to go somewhere, but don't know where and why.

just feel like to being kidnap and bring me anywhere I don't care.


bring me somewhere..... huwahhh. =(

evening story

Assalamualaikum =)

ala salu camni, bila baca blog orang excited je rasa nak tulis cerita aku. tapi lepas tulis salam kat atas tu, stuck. malas. teros kadang kadang tu delete je. yang ni tak tau nak delete ke apa lagi.


i almost reach the end of my second semester. after this sem, inshaAllah left me with another 3 more subjects. sekejap kan rasa? lepas ni tinggal nak perang perang dengan coursework, then yeay.... what's next?

tapi.... sem ni sindrom 25 tahun dah datang. gila bapak pemalas nak pengsan. aku macam dah jadi orang yang takde wawasan. maleh. asal lulus. ngeng betol!

tapi aku nak gak result cam sem lepas. amin amin amin.


life this day is kind of tough. having such unpleasant health make me so much lazy to do many things. rabu haritu, aku boleh ponteng keja lagi. mashaAllah. aku macam kena pasrah je kalo agak agak ustaz kat tempat keja tu nak marah pon. sobs.


alaaa tah kenapa tah. this is not my living choice. i hate to be this type of me. tak productive langsung. hmph.


ok dah la. tetiba dah malas nak cerita lagi. haha. sokmo lah gini. kbai!

AKU DAH KENAPA???

Assalamualaikum =)

paham tak rasa apa malam ni?? aku macam bangang sangat sangat.

i have ton of works. alaa tapi senanya aku rimas gelap gelap. even now like cerah 40% its never enough. i love to live in 200% light. tapi dah fatin tido. kongaja sangat lah kalo aku nak pi bukak lampu.

dah tuu, aku dah terminum redbull. lepas tu lagi, aku dah target nak siap benda, tapi bangangnya aku asyik scroll facebook. dah kenapaaaa?

ok lahh! cuba try lagi tengok tengok kerja. just feel like want to shout but... all ears seems busy. kbai! =)