how i missed

make jokes, laughing with them at the.......

eating together, tease the boys and laugh.

talking about me, them, work, malaysiakini, news, bla bla bla.

lipat kain while watching the stupid-malaysian-drama.

eat everything in the table.

in short be a me again! but i can't heal my own wound. the deep wound cause the dark blood... aaa i could say tears. hmphhh.


this is why i'm crying again and again. what's a _________________________ (you name it) holidays. hmphh.