tears stop please.

looked at your fb, my recent update was already seen on your notification.

okay then. why don't you reply the text? why? why? why?

macam tak boleh berenti berpikir abt this why.


i think i'm giving up abt this dah. ya it's painful. i mean this issue.
too comfort make you not appreciate ke?
if yes, then i will make some space here.
ya just to make we know how to feel each other.

i think that call was my last effort i could do.
after all, i have feeling.
that's the thing that i really want you to know that the pain is PAINFUL.

i can put minyak gamat to wound on leg.
rub pati halia on stomach if it happens to be sick.
but if heart?? can't put anything besides self-talk self-talk self-talk just for support anywhere sick.
but self-talk alone? how much sangat lah it can help.


i give love for be loved again.
not for...................
but if can't tell me.
i will not do this stupid thing again. *sigh

semoga bertemu lagi. byeee. ;(