Assalamualaikum, salam Jumaat :)
Mood update blog harini, di sisi nenek, kat HUKM. Around me are few sick people, different health issue, their face telling each other something like, 'i wish i don't have this sickness, so i won't lie down here'
For having chance being here, taking care of my nenek is something precious. I may not open my eyes and appreciate health if I'm not here. I may not saying Alhamdulillah, and feel thankful to Allah.
I still reading the 'Untuk Kita Pendosa Harapan Selalu Ada'. Few chapters i gone through. One of it is, Arnab.
Thousand people realize we did something wrong, but as we not a rabbit we delayed the changes. Thousand people are having a goose bump when someone talk about Heaven and Hell, but try to tell themselves that, 'later I will help myself to Jannah'. Also, there are thousand people know how to change, why to change, what to change, but because of the value of self acceptance is coming more from their environment compared to Allah, so they have to ignore the change first, and wait till later. When is the later? Mohon sempat.
Sure, we will say that change ain't easy.
Every changes in life is ain't the easy thing, but after goal determined, after ways identified, after we really want it with full-hearted and sincere, inshaAllah we can make it. The key is in our hand, how we use the key and drive it to the destination its all depends on us, on what we exactly WANT.
As I'm still adapting few new things, i really hope the best for myself. Amin amin amin.
P/S: there is no iblis, evil soul, will stay quite with the human effort to the betterment. So, so, so be strong changer. (Me)
:)