Sunday, 2 March 2014

Chinese


Assalamualaikum =)

I used to work with Chinese before. (padahal masa tulis ni belom resign lagi. and i use 'used' in the sentence. yes bcs i really want to go, in the less than 52 hrs kot.)

okay, then I'm having such a great work environment there. as I quite not ok with the too many supervision I love free way to do my work, that workplace give me lot of freedom to do y works. that  is why I love it damn much.

plus, I don't really have time to listen to people story like, I like this teacher, I don't like this principal and all, I like this kids didn't like this kid, being with them bring me a lot of what I want. they will gossips in Mandarin and translate few words to me. which.... I don't care abt the gossip, just say whatever you want. be a student and worker or teacher in the same time don't give me extra time to think about that nonsense.

But... after almost 8 months of working, I can't stand. ahaa, it not bcs I can't stand because of work, teachers, principal and what so ever, it just I should give the good service but look what I have done. taking 5 subjects in a sem which equal to 15 credit hour and part time teacher at that centre really kill me off. I'm too much busy until I don't have time to look after many things. I did few mistakes with the students paper and many more. which those are a big sin for me. yes, I hate myself when I did mistake.

now I want to move. but I wish I'm not ending up as the full time students with papers and assignment. I want to do something else. not yet figure out what was that. phew.

oh ya abt the title. study in this university really make me forget abt different races and culture. I get used to it. that's why I never look at them as Chinese that's why don't know this and that.

I hate to heard something like, 'there are Chinese or Indian or Malay, that is why bla bla bla"

I'm not being 1 Malaysia or what so ever here. but yes, why judge the different based on skin colour?

since I'm going to be a students again, maybe I will start writing again and again. hey blog now I guess you won't be bored anymore!

okbai! =)