Assalamualaikum ;(
Today i walked around the uia. For few reasons and matters. Alhamdulillah all done. All the way back i really cant wait to sit and write something in here.
I met few people, all part of past people. Great to meet them. Talking, sharing little story bcs of little time...
But...
I hate when people really higlight my past. Bcs.. past kot, why need to mention, higlight, aaa repeat again? I always labbel this kind of people are 'no life.' Yes, seriously if you really running your life, busy over many thing, i don't think that you can still remember the past. Or maybe only me to easy to forget? Hmph. But seriously please don't.
I got smashed by someone just now. Not just someone she's someone respected. She talked some jokes which really bring me down. I'm not sure why. Maybe im too sensitive this few days? Or maybe that word was really mean?
Thinking of that word really bring me to two situation. First, can i success in future? Second, i should prove something in future. But this is hard.
Next pissed off, does grade mean everything? Lecturer wont mingle with the low grade students? Em? Not mingle, keep in touch. If i have chance to be lecturer, i wont follow the stupid tradition of educator thinking. InshaAllah. Ah even the teacher, i wont buy that stupid thinking.
Next, please friend dont keep secret. Bcs one day you will expose it unconciously. Thats more hurt. Sebab tuuu, aku bukan penyimpan rahsia. Im kind of outspoken. Bcs why? Bcs i hate to betray people. For being betray it 100+++, suck. I cant trust people now. Who fault?
Yes i need the busy life to keep moving healthy. I missed the busy me. But i love the free me, except for JK part. Haihh.
I should find hobby. Maybe?
Kbai, nak sembam muka bawah bantal. Buat esak esak. Umi, rindu.... ;(
